All of those loves are similar and you expect each of them to get the end result that you will marry.
And then it falls apart and you start all over again. What a vicious and crazy learning process.
Looking back on the past loves, you think to yourself, what was I thinking ? I had no idea what love was. That was infatuation.
I’ll always remember the high school , feel like I’m going to die, life will end if you leave me love.
Do you ever wonder what would have happened if you ever ended up with one of those loves along the way ? What life would have been like?
I don’t regret anything or wish that something happened differently I just look back and wonder things. Like why did I think that guy was so amazing! Ha ha
I love my husband but never did I think I would end up with someone like him. I always thought it would be some guy with long hair and baggy clothes that worked at a coffee shop or we lived in a beach in a bungalow. But that was not the twist my life took and I am glad for it !
It’s just funny to see what you pictured your life as and how it really turned out and how different/similar it is. Especially with love.
It just goes with the old saying… everything happens for a reason.
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